一个人..

一个人...是很寂寞的...
一个人...是很孤单的...

孤单的滋味好吗??有的人甘愿单身..因为不想再被伤害..有的人却说恋爱的感觉很甜蜜..
那么对从来没谈过恋爱的人呢？？
他们从来都不知谈恋爱的滋味是如何的..所以天天都充满着好奇心..
有的人太傻...明明得不到的东西..他还是留恋着那得不到的东西..
这就是所谓的'痴情'吗？？

那么'痴情'又是什么呢？？
是死缠烂打的爱着一个人？？
一直等待着那得不到的东西？？
还是只是说说罢了？？

我..活了17年以来（应该是17年吧？因为我已经17岁了）..从来都不知道恋爱是什么感觉..
每天都是一个人...我也是岑经爱上一个不该爱的人...苦苦等了几年...到最后...也还是一个人
我很想知道..一个人的感觉到底好不好？？还是谈恋爱比一个人来得好？？

可能现在说这些还太早..因为我现在才17岁..

可是...

我真的不知道我是不是永远一个人....

(是很傻咯..无缘无故写一堆废话..但是...这时我心里想说出的话)

Today is the last day of holiday basketball training ..

Maybe have to wait till next year school reopen then will have training ..

I scare i got no more chance to training ..

Hope next year i can represent school and miri ..

I wont give up until i cant do it anymore ..

jia you BHR !











saw someone today .. she become more and more pretty =)

After i heard wad my fren said about u ...

Now i know u are such a person ..

Its ok for me ..im already get used to it ..

Everytime my face have to act happy .. but my heart is crying ..

Wad for ? Cause of u .. everything i do is becoz of u ...

Maybe u are trying to hide ? Or dont even care ?

I know ... i know it's IMPOSSIBLE that u will care about this ..

Dont expect Miracle will happen .. i dun beleive this anymore ..




Well .. just be myself .. dont do anything ..
Thats all ...


(hui rou do u know u are showing broken english ?)

What to do !?

Now im sitting for the semester exam ..so tired =.= (cause have to sit for 1 or 2 hour and after finish the paper got nth to do except sleep xD).. next wednesday is the last day of semester exam and also test my worst subject(math)..haha ..hope i can pass my math >< Wondering that wad i can do during this year end holiday .. i hope i can go for basketball training though im noob( but i really hope can go) >< and feel like dun wanna find job ..haha wad a lazy person xP .. i cant always see someone cause im not always go to school .. feel a little bit disappointed? Anyway..i hope she can be happy always =)

Well .. just see wad will happen in this year end holiday ><

Hope i can be happy and enjoy this holiday =)

I miss someone now >< haiz.

R.I.P

Esther Lau Lee Yue

Since last year she go to SG . I though she's going there and have a new life . Who knows last day i just heard from my fren say she's pass away cause brain cancer . Thoguh i not know her very well .. but atleast we got play together before at school . Please rest in peace my dear friend .

I will always remember you ..

Why ?

I really dont understand .. why all of my frens can get awards in every prize giving ceremony .. why ?? Last year Dr fong said :" next year i will let u become prefect" . This is also fake .. i know im not a good student .. i know im not as good as my frens ..they represent miri or sarawak for sport..get good result in studies .. good in dance .. good in many things .. yea .. i know im not good .. im just a very normal person .. Bong Hui Rou .. u should have to think yourself la . Why u are not good ?

Why ?

I know maybe it's stupid for u ppl i will think like this .. but this is my true feeling .

Stupid .

Am i stupid ?
I still got feeling on u since the day u ask me don chase u anymore ..
I miss u always..everyday..every night..every time..every moment .. think about wad r u doing .. fine or not .
But ..u had already be together with him ..i should be happy that u're finally can be together with the one u love actually .
My mind dun allow me to do like this .. just only got 'jealous' im my mind .
Sorry that maybe im annoying ..or maybe im too stupid ... or i always dun have confidence on myself..sorry that sometimes i really jealous about him .

I just wanna tell u that ..

I still love u .

I know that it's impossible for me can be together with u

Maybe u already forget about it .. but i will always remember .

I will fully support u .

Gonna give up huh?Think so .

Sorry for bothering you .Really sorry

Im stupid



*If u guys wan laugh on my broken english just go ahead . i dun mind about it