im starting to miss u again .. hope u will be fine ..

我本来可以很幸福..但是我做了一件很笨的事..

现在非常的后悔..当时每天和你一起 sms ,在学校见面 , 说话 ,玩..

那对我来说真的很幸福..但是现在..很多东西都变了..我们不再像之前那么要好..

我也看不到你的笑容了..

我很想当时的回忆..很想很想..

我一直以来都是很相信你的..经过了这次..

我就会一直单身..有多久就多久..最好是到我不在这世上为止..

时间会慢慢的冲淡一切..那我就慢慢的忘记吧..

当你失去一样最重要的东西时..它再也回不来了..

我一直都深信它会回来..但是现实就是现实..

我必须去面现实..接受它..

可能接下来的日子会很难熬..但我还是可以很坚强 =)

希望你会过得很幸福 =)

Im finally graduated =D

Im finally graduated !

During graduation day .. everyone were happy and excited , handsome and pretty too !

I like to wear the gown and take photo with ppl xD dunno why i felt that very smart when wearing the gown haha ~

I didnt take photo with alot of ppl D=

Regret to bring my camera go )=

Anyway .. hope there's a chance to take with them next time =)

The true journey r waiting for me right now !

Going to fight for my future !

Good luck to all of my friends !

Hope we can still keep in touch although we cant always meet each other !

I didn't get any special award for graduation day ..even service award =(

I've work for school for 5 years .. lion dance .. PA system ..

It's quite unfair for me .. i thought i can get something special for my last year .. who knows i get nothing ..

There r alot of ppl dun even get special award but they do work for school also .. just same with me ..

It's okay .. as long as i can graduate =/

Graduation day is around the corner !

Only once in my life ><

excited ahh xD

thank you =)

Well .. school is almost reopen ..and we got a mission to do ~ that is our school's graduation ceremony ~we have to wear formal suit plus ..... dunno how to say LOL !
anyway .. i've bought myself a plain black formal shirt~ plus a yellow neck tie ~ i feel like wan to wear sneaker to go because my friend told me that we can wear the white shoes .. hmm i dunno wether it's true or not .. but i think im going to wear it ;) if i wear the black shoes i'll become 'BLACK MAN' =.=

Time passed really fast .. it's the time for us to graduate already .. means that im going to say good bye to my secondary school life .. gonna miss it x(

During form 1 until now .. many things happened ~ no matter sad things .. good things .. stupid things and so on ~~ although i dun really like RRSS .....

BUT

I still thanks to RRSS that i can meet alot of friends ..otherwise i'll be kampung boy LOL .. if i din join RRSS maybe i dont even get involved in many functions and activities example like school concert .. lion dance and bla bla bla ~

Honestly .. im glad that i can meet all of u in RRSS .. i appreciate it alot .. really =)

RRSS.. thanks for let me enjoy my five years 'colourful life'

I've learnt alot of things from RRSS ~

If there's a chance ~ i'll come back to visit u again after i gruaduated =)


THANK YOU ! =D



p/s - ahhhh! alot of grammar mistake again ! x(

喜欢..好喜欢你的笑容..如今我再也看不到了..以后也看不到了..

=D

我是独行侠,独行侠是我 =)

i've stop my facebook

I've stop my facebook for a moment ..

It depends how long im going to rest =)

see ya =D

It's over

Tmr is the competitiom day .. i've been waiting for this for so long already .. but at last .. someone promise us to help us register but not ..im so sad .. i cant make my dreams come true .. i cant go for it .. after this .. i dont think i've the chance to go for the competition .. damn it ..

it's all over ....

wad will happen in future?

Nowadays i just keep being nothing.. leg injured .. cant go for bball training .. hope my leg can recover soon .. but .. when it will recover ? during the injury .. i cant do alot of things .. hate it ..

Useless and hopeless keep appear in my brain ..

I really hope someone could cheer me up and stay with me ..

She can give me alot of confidence ..

But .. we can only be friend ..

She's now fight for her life .. she's better than me alot ..i will only know how to fooling around and doing nothing .. i cant even take care myself .. how can i take care for the one i love ? single is suit for me =/

Everyday im worry about wad i'll get in future .. yeap .. we dont even know wad will happen in future .. but .. i will worry bout it ..

Gonna get poor result in semester exam again ..

My future is... hopeless ?




-i know i got alot of grammar mistake .. broken english .. hope u guys will understand wad hopeless guy write

im being hated by no reason ..

why ?

i dont even know wad i did ..

could u just wake up ?

damn it ..

Well ... my 2nd periodic result was poor =( .. it's becoz i din study for it .. even coduct get C .. becoz of go down canteen before break time and then get caught by principal =.= semester exam is around the corner .. left 2 weeks .. do i have enough time to study for it ? Waiting for the time when i can improve .. i wait for it ..

加油 =）

很对不起如果我以前有做过什么对不起你的事..希望你不会在意 ><


虽然现在的你非常忙，非常有压力，但也别忘了要天天开心和保持你的笑容 =）


在此衷心地祝福你-学业..爱情..运动顺顺利利，每天没烦恼 =)


希望你能看见这一篇普通但有我深深祝福你的post x)


最后想跟你说的是.....





加油！！别轻易放弃！！你能的！！ =D

Good luck =D

Good luck and take care yourself =)
All the best in the competition =)

Can i ?

This week .. i go training basketball for the inter-school competition for choose ppl .. actually it's quite tired .. jogging around whole basketball court in 30 min ..it's my 1st time to do this . But at last .. i din get choose by them .. yea i knew it.. i know how's my standard also .. not been chosen also nevermind .. when i can improve? when i can be the strong one and at least they will paying attention on me ?? I know im not important .. i know i will LAGGY and vry very poor when play ball .. i know im late than anyone of u ..can i improve ? i jus hope u guys will accpet this kind of LAGGY and very very poor person . i hope i can go for the competition too .running at the court .. enjoy the moment when i get the point ..can i ?

Maybe im not enuff hardworking ..

Myabe im not paying attention ..

Maybe im just think too much ..

i will continue training though dunno when can improve ..

Yes .. i believe i can do it .. trust myself ! never give up !

'HAPPY' chap goh meh

Know wad? this is the worse chap goh meh i ever CELEBRATE ..it SUCKS




WISH EVERYONE AND BOTH OF U HAVE A HAPPY CHAP GOH MEH =)

I HATE IT !

I hate it when im jealous and just can do nothing! alright.. i know im just NOTHING ..EVEN if im DIE or something .. dont worry .. not going to find you guys anymore .. IM SO FCUKING MOODY RIGHT NOW !

I HATE CNY 2010 !!

Happy Cny and valentine's day =)

After tmr is our 2010 cny ..and the 1st day of cny is also valentine's day ..everyone is planning to celebrate with their bf/gf ..and i just celebrate with no one =)Hope this year cny can be very happy in lion dance and also hope can enjoy it .

By the way ... i heard someone say that u're moody these few days ..i dunno wad's the reason that why will make u moody but i hope you can just forget all of the unhappy things .. be happy always =) really hope u can see this .. cause i wan u to be happy (should i say like this ? weird reason =.=) after reading your blog ..i can see that u're very excited about the cny ..hope u can enjoy this year cny and valentine's day anyway =D



Wish you and everyone have a happy cny and valentine's day =)

I wish i could concentrate on my own things .. i don wan to think bout u anymore ..should i blame myself? i hate u ... but everyday thinking bout u .. hope can see u .. why i always make myself moody ? its because of u ...i still remember the way u treat me .. i always remember it ..yea ..u're so special .. a special person that not suit to be together with a NORMAL person like me .. im not good in studies .. i got nth special .. and i have no TALENT



Hate or love ? i don even know ..

Bong Hui Rou just please dont keep think bout this ... please....

Sorry ... it's all my fault ..

=)

Im always alone ...

















Who cares about me ?? i hope the one who care bout me is u ..

14.01.2010

Happy Birthday to me .

Though no birthday present for me .

But i appriciate it =)

Thanks for all of my frens who gimme da birthday wishes =D

and one more ....



Im 18 !!

After tmr .. school reopen and im form 5 this year known as SPM year .. which means it's also my last year in school life .. should i happy ? or not ? dunno why suddenly miss school life so much though i dun like to study .. it's 2010 already ..wad a new year again .. time passes really fast .. anyway .. hope everyone will be happy always in new year 2010





do u know i'm missing u right now ?