lonely world

hello~

2011-04-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

It's been a loooooong time since last year till now i didnt blog already .. cause i got no idea about what to write .. my blog is still the same .. no ppl read my blog ... keep write alot of broken english~

Well, recently im attending a basketball competition called 'dayang cup'.. yea im not the first 5 player cause my standard not that good ..but at least can go and play for a while . can get few points is already not bad for me x) i hope i can at least get a bronze medal for the competition =/

Many things happened this year ..like some of my friends suddenly dun really wan to chat with me .. trying to ignore me i think ? maybe i stupid ...maybe i too immature ..maybe im annoying and so on .. yet i just want to be friend with them but some of them just being cool ..ok . my fault . if u guys want to ignore me just go ahead

To someone : Hey ~ how are u ? u know i miss u badly ? =( the way we keep in touch is only Facebook .. maybe u r busy sometimes .. but at least a msg reply me and care bout me it's enough to make my heart warm .. I don't know what r u thinking but one things for sure .. i'll just waiting ..i know it's not easy to gain your trust but i believe someday we'll meet each other ..so please .. dont try to ignore me =( i miss u ..hope u can read this =D

Alright .. thats all .. dont laugh about my broken english ..i know my standard not good .. but hope u guys at least can understand what im trying to express .. good bye =D see u next time ~

2010-10-05T03:01:00.000-07:00

im starting to miss u again .. hope u will be fine ..

2010-10-03T04:53:00.000-07:00

我本来可以很幸福..但是我做了一件很笨的事..

现在非常的后悔..当时每天和你一起 sms ,在学校见面 , 说话 ,玩..

那对我来说真的很幸福..但是现在..很多东西都变了..我们不再像之前那么要好..

我也看不到你的笑容了..

我很想当时的回忆..很想很想..

我一直以来都是很相信你的..经过了这次..

我就会一直单身..有多久就多久..最好是到我不在这世上为止..

时间会慢慢的冲淡一切..那我就慢慢的忘记吧..

当你失去一样最重要的东西时..它再也回不来了..

我一直都深信它会回来..但是现实就是现实..

我必须去面现实..接受它..

可能接下来的日子会很难熬..但我还是可以很坚强 =)

希望你会过得很幸福 =)

Im finally graduated =D

2010-09-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

Im finally graduated !

During graduation day .. everyone were happy and excited , handsome and pretty too !

I like to wear the gown and take photo with ppl xD dunno why i felt that very smart when wearing the gown haha ~

I didnt take photo with alot of ppl D=

Regret to bring my camera go )=

Anyway .. hope there's a chance to take with them next time =)

The true journey r waiting for me right now !

Going to fight for my future !

Good luck to all of my friends !

Hope we can still keep in touch although we cant always meet each other !

2010-09-16T06:21:00.000-07:00

I didn't get any special award for graduation day ..even service award =(

I've work for school for 5 years .. lion dance .. PA system ..

It's quite unfair for me .. i thought i can get something special for my last year .. who knows i get nothing ..

There r alot of ppl dun even get special award but they do work for school also .. just same with me ..

It's okay .. as long as i can graduate =/

Graduation day is around the corner !

Only once in my life ><

excited ahh xD

thank you =)

2010-09-12T05:55:00.001-07:00

Well .. school is almost reopen ..and we got a mission to do ~ that is our school's graduation ceremony ~we have to wear formal suit plus ..... dunno how to say LOL !
anyway .. i've bought myself a plain black formal shirt~ plus a yellow neck tie ~ i feel like wan to wear sneaker to go because my friend told me that we can wear the white shoes .. hmm i dunno wether it's true or not .. but i think im going to wear it ;) if i wear the black shoes i'll become 'BLACK MAN' =.=

Time passed really fast .. it's the time for us to graduate already .. means that im going to say good bye to my secondary school life .. gonna miss it x(

During form 1 until now .. many things happened ~ no matter sad things .. good things .. stupid things and so on ~~ although i dun really like RRSS .....

BUT

I still thanks to RRSS that i can meet alot of friends ..otherwise i'll be kampung boy LOL .. if i din join RRSS maybe i dont even get involved in many functions and activities example like school concert .. lion dance and bla bla bla ~

Honestly .. im glad that i can meet all of u in RRSS .. i appreciate it alot .. really =)

RRSS.. thanks for let me enjoy my five years 'colourful life'

I've learnt alot of things from RRSS ~

If there's a chance ~ i'll come back to visit u again after i gruaduated =)

THANK YOU ! =D

p/s - ahhhh! alot of grammar mistake again ! x(

2010-09-05T21:53:00.001-07:00

喜欢..好喜欢你的笑容..如今我再也看不到了..以后也看不到了..

=D

2010-09-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

我是独行侠,独行侠是我 =)

i've stop my facebook

2010-08-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

I've stop my facebook for a moment ..

It depends how long im going to rest =)

see ya =D

It's over

2010-06-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

Tmr is the competitiom day .. i've been waiting for this for so long already .. but at last .. someone promise us to help us register but not ..im so sad .. i cant make my dreams come true .. i cant go for it .. after this .. i dont think i've the chance to go for the competition .. damn it ..

it's all over ....

wad will happen in future?

2010-06-02T10:35:00.000-07:00

Nowadays i just keep being nothing.. leg injured .. cant go for bball training .. hope my leg can recover soon .. but .. when it will recover ? during the injury .. i cant do alot of things .. hate it ..

Useless and hopeless keep appear in my brain ..

I really hope someone could cheer me up and stay with me ..

She can give me alot of confidence ..

But .. we can only be friend ..

She's now fight for her life .. she's better than me alot ..i will only know how to fooling around and doing nothing .. i cant even take care myself .. how can i take care for the one i love ? single is suit for me =/

Everyday im worry about wad i'll get in future .. yeap .. we dont even know wad will happen in future .. but .. i will worry bout it ..

Gonna get poor result in semester exam again ..

My future is... hopeless ?

-i know i got alot of grammar mistake .. broken english .. hope u guys will understand wad hopeless guy write

2010-05-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

im being hated by no reason ..

why ?

i dont even know wad i did ..

could u just wake up ?

damn it ..

2010-04-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

Well ... my 2nd periodic result was poor =( .. it's becoz i din study for it .. even coduct get C .. becoz of go down canteen before break time and then get caught by principal =.= semester exam is around the corner .. left 2 weeks .. do i have enough time to study for it ? Waiting for the time when i can improve .. i wait for it ..

加油 =）

2010-04-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

很对不起如果我以前有做过什么对不起你的事..希望你不会在意 ><

虽然现在的你非常忙，非常有压力，但也别忘了要天天开心和保持你的笑容 =）

在此衷心地祝福你-学业..爱情..运动顺顺利利，每天没烦恼 =)

希望你能看见这一篇普通但有我深深祝福你的post x)

最后想跟你说的是.....

加油！！别轻易放弃！！你能的！！ =D

Good luck =D

2010-04-10T23:04:00.000-07:00

Good luck and take care yourself =)
All the best in the competition =)

Can i ?

2010-03-31T16:24:00.000-07:00

This week .. i go training basketball for the inter-school competition for choose ppl .. actually it's quite tired .. jogging around whole basketball court in 30 min ..it's my 1st time to do this . But at last .. i din get choose by them .. yea i knew it.. i know how's my standard also .. not been chosen also nevermind .. when i can improve? when i can be the strong one and at least they will paying attention on me ?? I know im not important .. i know i will LAGGY and vry very poor when play ball .. i know im late than anyone of u ..can i improve ? i jus hope u guys will accpet this kind of LAGGY and very very poor person . i hope i can go for the competition too .running at the court .. enjoy the moment when i get the point ..can i ?

Maybe im not enuff hardworking ..

Myabe im not paying attention ..

Maybe im just think too much ..

i will continue training though dunno when can improve ..

2010-03-12T21:52:00.000-08:00

Yes .. i believe i can do it .. trust myself ! never give up !

'HAPPY' chap goh meh

2010-02-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

Know wad? this is the worse chap goh meh i ever CELEBRATE ..it SUCKS

WISH EVERYONE AND BOTH OF U HAVE A HAPPY CHAP GOH MEH =)

I HATE IT !

2010-02-19T02:43:00.001-08:00

I hate it when im jealous and just can do nothing! alright.. i know im just NOTHING ..EVEN if im DIE or something .. dont worry .. not going to find you guys anymore .. IM SO FCUKING MOODY RIGHT NOW !

I HATE CNY 2010 !!

Happy Cny and valentine's day =)

2010-02-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

After tmr is our 2010 cny ..and the 1st day of cny is also valentine's day ..everyone is planning to celebrate with their bf/gf ..and i just celebrate with no one =)Hope this year cny can be very happy in lion dance and also hope can enjoy it .

By the way ... i heard someone say that u're moody these few days ..i dunno wad's the reason that why will make u moody but i hope you can just forget all of the unhappy things .. be happy always =) really hope u can see this .. cause i wan u to be happy (should i say like this ? weird reason =.=) after reading your blog ..i can see that u're very excited about the cny ..hope u can enjoy this year cny and valentine's day anyway =D

Wish you and everyone have a happy cny and valentine's day =)

2010-01-31T06:41:00.000-08:00

I wish i could concentrate on my own things .. i don wan to think bout u anymore ..should i blame myself? i hate u ... but everyday thinking bout u .. hope can see u .. why i always make myself moody ? its because of u ...i still remember the way u treat me .. i always remember it ..yea ..u're so special .. a special person that not suit to be together with a NORMAL person like me .. im not good in studies .. i got nth special .. and i have no TALENT

Hate or love ? i don even know ..

Bong Hui Rou just please dont keep think bout this ... please....

Sorry ... it's all my fault ..

=)

2010-01-14T06:28:00.000-08:00

Im always alone ...

Who cares about me ?? i hope the one who care bout me is u ..

14.01.2010

2010-01-14T06:11:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to me .

Though no birthday present for me .

But i appriciate it =)

Thanks for all of my frens who gimme da birthday wishes =D

and one more ....

Im 18 !!

2010-01-02T04:47:00.001-08:00

After tmr .. school reopen and im form 5 this year known as SPM year .. which means it's also my last year in school life .. should i happy ? or not ? dunno why suddenly miss school life so much though i dun like to study .. it's 2010 already ..wad a new year again .. time passes really fast .. anyway .. hope everyone will be happy always in new year 2010

do u know i'm missing u right now ?

2009-12-12T03:03:00.000-08:00

Going to kch for one week .. will be back on 20th dec =)

i miss someone badly ..

一个人..

2009-12-10T03:22:00.000-08:00

一个人...是很寂寞的...
一个人...是很孤单的...

孤单的滋味好吗??有的人甘愿单身..因为不想再被伤害..有的人却说恋爱的感觉很甜蜜..
那么对从来没谈过恋爱的人呢？？
他们从来都不知谈恋爱的滋味是如何的..所以天天都充满着好奇心..
有的人太傻...明明得不到的东西..他还是留恋着那得不到的东西..
这就是所谓的'痴情'吗？？

那么'痴情'又是什么呢？？
是死缠烂打的爱着一个人？？
一直等待着那得不到的东西？？
还是只是说说罢了？？

我..活了17年以来（应该是17年吧？因为我已经17岁了）..从来都不知道恋爱是什么感觉..
每天都是一个人...我也是岑经爱上一个不该爱的人...苦苦等了几年...到最后...也还是一个人
我很想知道..一个人的感觉到底好不好？？还是谈恋爱比一个人来得好？？

可能现在说这些还太早..因为我现在才17岁..

可是...

我真的不知道我是不是永远一个人....

(是很傻咯..无缘无故写一堆废话..但是...这时我心里想说出的话)

2009-12-10T03:04:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of holiday basketball training ..

Maybe have to wait till next year school reopen then will have training ..

I scare i got no more chance to training ..

Hope next year i can represent school and miri ..

I wont give up until i cant do it anymore ..

jia you BHR !

saw someone today .. she become more and more pretty =)

2009-11-20T06:30:00.000-08:00

After i heard wad my fren said about u ...

Now i know u are such a person ..

Its ok for me ..im already get used to it ..

Everytime my face have to act happy .. but my heart is crying ..

Wad for ? Cause of u .. everything i do is becoz of u ...

Maybe u are trying to hide ? Or dont even care ?

I know ... i know it's IMPOSSIBLE that u will care about this ..

Dont expect Miracle will happen .. i dun beleive this anymore ..

Well .. just be myself .. dont do anything ..
Thats all ...

(hui rou do u know u are showing broken english ?)

What to do !?

2009-11-05T04:30:00.000-08:00

Now im sitting for the semester exam ..so tired =.= (cause have to sit for 1 or 2 hour and after finish the paper got nth to do except sleep xD).. next wednesday is the last day of semester exam and also test my worst subject(math)..haha ..hope i can pass my math >< Wondering that wad i can do during this year end holiday .. i hope i can go for basketball training though im noob( but i really hope can go) >< and feel like dun wanna find job ..haha wad a lazy person xP .. i cant always see someone cause im not always go to school .. feel a little bit disappointed? Anyway..i hope she can be happy always =)

Well .. just see wad will happen in this year end holiday ><

Hope i can be happy and enjoy this holiday =)

I miss someone now >< haiz.

R.I.P

2009-10-16T01:14:00.001-07:00

Esther Lau Lee Yue

Since last year she go to SG . I though she's going there and have a new life . Who knows last day i just heard from my fren say she's pass away cause brain cancer . Thoguh i not know her very well .. but atleast we got play together before at school . Please rest in peace my dear friend .

I will always remember you ..

Why ?

2009-10-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

I really dont understand .. why all of my frens can get awards in every prize giving ceremony .. why ?? Last year Dr fong said :" next year i will let u become prefect" . This is also fake .. i know im not a good student .. i know im not as good as my frens ..they represent miri or sarawak for sport..get good result in studies .. good in dance .. good in many things .. yea .. i know im not good .. im just a very normal person .. Bong Hui Rou .. u should have to think yourself la . Why u are not good ?

Why ?

I know maybe it's stupid for u ppl i will think like this .. but this is my true feeling .

Stupid .

2009-09-25T10:15:00.000-07:00

Am i stupid ?
I still got feeling on u since the day u ask me don chase u anymore ..
I miss u always..everyday..every night..every time..every moment .. think about wad r u doing .. fine or not .
But ..u had already be together with him ..i should be happy that u're finally can be together with the one u love actually .
My mind dun allow me to do like this .. just only got 'jealous' im my mind .
Sorry that maybe im annoying ..or maybe im too stupid ... or i always dun have confidence on myself..sorry that sometimes i really jealous about him .

I just wanna tell u that ..

I still love u .

I know that it's impossible for me can be together with u

Maybe u already forget about it .. but i will always remember .

I will fully support u .

Gonna give up huh?Think so .

Sorry for bothering you .Really sorry

Im stupid

*If u guys wan laugh on my broken english just go ahead . i dun mind about it

爱的故事

2009-09-23T04:34:00.000-07:00

男孩和女孩初恋的时候﹐男孩为女孩折了一千只纸鹤﹐挂在女孩

的房间里。男孩对女孩说﹐这一千只纸鹤﹐代表我一千份心意。

那时候﹐男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受着恋爱的甜蜜和幸福。

后来女孩渐渐疏远了男孩。女孩结婚了﹐去了法国﹐去了无数次

出现在她梦中的巴黎。女孩和男孩分手的时候﹐对男孩说﹐我们都必

须正视现实﹐婚姻对女人来说是第二次投胎﹐我必须抓牢一切机会﹐

你太穷﹐我难以想象我们结合在一起的日子……男孩在女孩去了法国

后﹐卖过报纸﹐干过临时工﹐做过小买卖﹐每一项工作他都努力去做

。许多年过去了﹐在朋友们的帮助和他自己的努力下﹐他终于有了自

己的一家公司。他有钱了﹐可是他心里还是念念不忘女孩。

有一天下着雨﹐男孩从他的黑色奥迪车里看到一对老人在前面慢

慢地走。男孩认出那是女孩的父母﹐于是男孩决定跟着他们。他要让

他们看看自己不但拥有了小车﹐还拥有了别墅和公司，让他们知道他

不是穷光蛋﹐他是年轻的老板。男孩一路开慢车跟着他们。雨不停地

下着﹐尽管这对老人打着伞﹐但还是被斜雨淋湿了。到了目的地﹐男

孩呆了﹐这是一处公墓。他看到了女孩﹐墓碑的瓷像中女孩正对着他

甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁﹐细细的铁丝上挂着一串串的纸鹤﹐在细雨

中显得如此生动。

女孩的父母告诉男孩﹐女孩没有去巴黎﹐女孩患的是癌症﹐女孩

去了天堂。女孩希望男孩能出人头地﹐能有一个温暖的家﹐所以女孩

才做出这样的举动。她说她了解男孩﹐认为他一定会成功的。女孩说

如果有一天男孩到墓地看她﹐请无论如何带上几只纸鹤。男孩跪下去﹐

跪在女孩的墓前﹐泪流满面。清明节的雨不知道停﹐把男孩淋了个透

。男孩想起了许多年前女孩纯真的笑脸﹐男孩看的心就开始一滴滴往

下淌血。

这对老人走出墓地的时候﹐看到男孩站在不远处﹐奥迪的车门已

经为老人打开。汽车音响里传出了哀怨的歌声﹐“我的心﹐不后悔﹐

反反复复都是为了你﹐千纸鹤﹐千份情﹐在风里飞……”

*it's really touching T.T

2009-09-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

Train hard ! I hope i can do it ! Hope i can be different !
Can i do it ? I will try my best >< !

Jia You !

no mood =.=

2009-09-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

Our school singing competition is done very well... but our performance is not good ... beacuse of me .. i spoiled alot in the performance .. sorry .. haiz . and .. my mood is not really good today .. cause of someone! dont think u bad so u can do anything ! at last u also din get any prize ! haiz

and gratz for wan lun get champ in the competition .

sorry for hsr ..it's my fault

really no mood at all .. haiz

Good Luck ！

2009-08-19T02:08:00.000-07:00

Good luck and take care always !

jia you !

Happy day!!

2009-08-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

I had a happy day with u guys today !
thanks to :

Shamus

Alfred

Ray aka Xiao Niu

Raymond

Clement

I love u all !!
frens forever ^^

And Happy Birthday To Shiao Kee !!
Hope u will always get good result in exam
Hope u will happy always !
Stay handsome always ! xD

RRSS graduation ceremony ..

2009-08-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

Today is my school's graduation ceremony at eastwood valley .. about 12pm like that i direct go eastwood for lion dance .. when i arrived .. i saw all of my gangz ..my bros wear school uniform ( cause all of them get award ) except me ...already study in RRSS so many years .. till now even an award also dun have .. i got help school service .. lion dance .. perform ... but also dun have my name .. yea ..im jealous(stupid rite ?) cause i also hope that i can get award together with my frens ...im not active in some activities ... im not wad outstanding student .. but they did ...just except me .. feel like im useless ... i hope to become a famous person .. but it's also impossible for me =.= dr fong said year end prize giving ceremony sure got my name .. also nth for me la =.= feel like so normal

yea .. im such a weird person
i hope i always got confident in everything ..
but i don have confident on myself ..

weird hui rou .. stupid hui rou

Happy day xD

2009-08-02T09:29:00.000-07:00

Today morning .. me .. boon wu and shan decided to go tanjung beach for the moral project (have to take some stupid photo =.=).About 12pm like that i go with boon 1st .. then we nth to do just walk around ..after that shan also arrived .. then we go do our business .. after finish taking photo .. we go eat rojak xD ! Know why ? Boon wu said :" come this kind of place ho .. must eat rojak and drink coconut juice de mah " LOL! ( i dunno it's called coconut juice or not . whatever =/ )After that .. we go playground play for a while xD hahaha i miss da old times .. when im still a kids i always go playground and play .. but now feel so shame to play that .. bo bian cause i wanna feel da old times xD then we decided to go sea and walk there .. but play till our whole body wet LOL .. and the sea taste really SALTY ! =.= ( salt until i cant tahan ) i got take some photo there .. enjoy =)
[ sorry for da bad quality =.= ]

see . . im so hardworking will pick up the rubbish xD

shan: oi ! wad r u looking at ? wan kena ? xD
boon wu : hmmmmm .... yummy xD

yea ... thats for someone ( or maybe just write for fun )

my name =)

shan add something there =.="

the rojak =D

cendol =)

see how high i jump xD

today just onli left 1 person din go !
that's Tommy !
sorry Tommy ..sure got next time ! =)

yea i know still got problem about my LOUSY english =.=

LOL !

2009-07-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today the match not bad for me though we lose >< ( well i mean is our school and rit 7on7 competition x3)Today i get atleast 4 point xD finally LOL

not bad la hui rou at least u still can get that few points =)
feel a 'little bit' proud on u x3

thats all for today

see ya =D

(still got problem rite ? ishh =.=)

Damn =.=

2009-07-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

Why i always spoiled in the competition ==

Too nervous and not very good in play ball ==

thats wad i can say =(

wad else i can do ??

TRAIN HARD lah!

tired .....

2009-07-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

Tired tired tired .

im really tired .

i cant stop thinking about that ..

haizzzzzzzzz

competition day =/

2009-07-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

Today is the wushu inter school competition day .. held in parkson (that place is freaking cold ==).. yea i just only get 1st runner up in long weapon category ..that's all for today .. feel very tired and no mood today =(

Happy Birthday to Danim !

2009-07-23T03:36:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you~

Happy birthday to you~

Happy birthday to Danim~

Happy birthday to you~ =D

Wish you have a nice day !
And hope u like the birthday cake xD

Will buy a present for you but not now haha xD

方大同-三人游

2009-07-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终

就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了我会在这
一人盯两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中角落的心事我们懂

就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了我会在这
一人盯两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

不知道不知道不知道
为什么为什么我的爱
我的爱还留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来

一人盯两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种得不到的却美好的

至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已经够了

a nice song for me =)
try go and listen that song lor ^^

=)

2009-07-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

Im tryin to forget about it .. i can do it ! =D

stupid!

2009-07-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

Do YOU know YOU are SO STUPID that create a long forward message and try to INSULT people ?? Just aim on me don insult my parents ! ! hope i kena H1N1 ?? ohhh man ... maybe YOU are the first person who already kena =X .. although i dunno who YOU are .. if i found out .. see wad will happen on YOU =)

ohh .. forgot to tell YOU something ..
I DON EVEN GOT GIRLFRIEND !
SO PLEASE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP IF you DUNNO THE SITUATION !

MY MOUTH IS BIG SO WAD ?? IM UGLY SO WAD ??

you DON EVEN DARE TO STAND IN FRONT OF ME AND SCOLD ME !

YOU are not brave enough =)

!?!?

2009-07-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hey Hui rou ! Finally u know wad 'IMPOSSIBLE' means ! Good good ! You did a good job ! =D I think 'impossible' this word is suit for u .. looks nice ^^ So you no need to think so much for that ...cause it's really impossible for you lor =) Hui rou ahh .. you're just onli a normal person .. dont expect things will come positively =) Yea i know everytimes things will come negatively for you .. thats good for you i think..you deserve it =) When u can be a very good and perfect person ?? Not the useless and hopeless Hui rou anymore ?? Yea lor you are so NOOOOOB ! =) Aiya say so many things also wont change yourself la =.= .. but dunno why i really wan you to know that you're really useless ..i hope to change you ! Try to be strong enough la aiya ! This is your fate u cant change it ! ><

Anyway ... Good luck for someone ... i will always support you =)

Hui Rou So NOOOOOB ^^

Sick ?!??!

2009-07-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

Wow today i sleep in class almost whole day .. dunno why just feel tired then just sleep ... shan say im sick .. but i dun think so lorr .. just feel tired ><... recess time go canteen and eat .. then go back to my class and continue sleep LOL . lunch time im lazy to go out .. so .. SLEEP AGAIN!! xD

and now im feel a little bit not well T.T
have to rest bahh .. haiz ..
today is really feel tired and no mood ..

kay . stop by here .. see ya next time ;)

(hui rou so noob )

Stop it !!

2009-07-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hui rou ... can you please just stop thinking about that ? Dun think about it anymore !You will never sucess ! Think so much for wad ?? You are so stupid .. even myself also feel shame on you ! You have to know what 'IMPOSSIBLE' means ... if you dunno wad it mean .. check dictionary and try find yourself! Yes im already know you're impossible to sucess already but i still dun wan to tell you .. damn im so regret now .. see how stupid and useless you are ? You are such a loser !

You are just nothing!
So .. WAKE UP hui rou !
i damn hate u actually =.=

加油！！

2009-07-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

你并不是孤单一人。。你还有你的朋友。。兄弟姐妹。。他们都是很支持你的。。当然也包括我 =）
未来还有很长的路要走。。。所以你一定要打起精神。。迎接未来的每一天! 加油！！

You are not alone ~ =D

no mood again!?

2009-07-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

Yeap .. im no mood again ... haiz... everytime always like this .. hate it !

Riam Road Secondary School Concert 2009

2009-06-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm .. this year concert is not bad for me lo although i also got perform xD haha.. it's tired but fun =D enjoy da photos (sorry for the bad quality T.T)

me and chea arn(funny ..cool and handsome guy ..he is also 1 of da mc in concert =D)

me and zhen chean (nice guy xD)

me and michelle(funny and weird girl =.=)

me and clement(he's very good in dance ><)

daniel and me(he's funny but nice xD)

me and raymond aka xiao niu ^^ (he is handsome!)

shamus and me (thanks for him give me da chance to perform with them =D)

Me and da clown (gia horng)

hope next year concert will be more nice ! we can do it ! =D

Happy bday to lin

2009-06-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Happy bday lin =D

Wish your dreams will come true ^^

And stay cute always =)

Most important is ..

HAPPY ALWAYS =D

No mood ..

2009-06-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

Im quite moody now .. coz of the stupid school concert and cant see her for few days .. .. haiz .. damn moody T.T hope u will be back soon =(

miss ya always ..

No Title ..

2009-06-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

I miss you =( .. although im not wad special person for u .. but i really miss you D=.. hope to meet u in the rehearsal .. and hope to go parkson with u to do anything..but it seems like impossible for me ..yea i already know that im useless lor sometimes .. dun even dare to find u coz dunno wad to say T.T . . and there's still got alot of boys is more nicer than me .. sure they will find u talk ahh and wad ahhhh .. so .. sometimes im really feel like no mood is becoz of this ( yea im stupid will think like this,u guys cant blame me ) Anyway .. i just hope this year will be defferent la .. not like before always go out with frens .

Ok larr .. talk too many nonsence ..

just hope u can see it ....

miss ya always

School concert !!??

2009-06-16T02:45:00.000-07:00

Today at school see alfred and clement practise dance .. im jealous already coz they're so good in popping >< i just onli know how to dance the lame SHUFFLE =.= .. for some ppl shuffle is just like rubbish dance .. nowadays for me shuffle is really lame .. yea .. but i still enjoy to dance shuffle LOL weird izzit ? xD .. hope that i can dance popping very well >< although i dun even know how to dance =.= .. but i hope to learn it x(

anyway ....

I WILL TRY MY BEST AT DA CONCERT PERFORMANCE !

maybe im the one who always spoiled in the performance .. but i will try my best my frenz =D

GOOD LUCK FOR ME ! xD

This time HSR performance not same like last year(the formation just onli keep shuffling)
This time we got add another MOVEMENT in da performance !
Stay tuned !
So remember to come our school concert(rrss) xD LOL

our school concert(rrss) will be at 27th and 28th of june 2009
at DEWAN SUARAH MIRI

come and support us if u want! =D

okay .. have to stop writing xD

see ya in our school concert =)

Yea my english is really SUCKS ! =)

Sad

2009-06-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

Nowadays i feel like everythings had change ...some ppl so good with me before in sms .. after a long time .. dunno wad to say .. just simply reply .. before i can always go out with my frens and together play .. now they seems like going to leave me .. they got their own activities to do .. yea i cannot blame u guys too .. but .. i really miss the old time ! Who can be the 1 who really care about me at all the times .. not all the times just atleast will care about me not onli simply reply then just nth ... i really dont hope to be like this .. MY FRIENDS .. i miss u all =(

im always alone ............

p/s :hui rou's english sucksss

No Title

2009-06-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

Will u ever care about me although u just know me onli few days ?
Will u ever think about me ?
Will u ever notice me ?

Im always think about u .
Im always care about u .

My brain is full of u ...

yea i know that u will not notice me unless im going to find u chat but..
I MISS YOU

haiz .. trying to be a good boy T.T

p/s: yea i know im crazy .. =(

No Mood !

2009-06-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

Now im TOTALLY No Mood! SIEN!

Party!!

2009-05-31T12:05:00.000-07:00

There's a free beach party at espalade beach on 31st of may 2009(sunday) . I suddenly get da news and andy ask me to go .. i really bored at home so im going there to join da party =D . when my dad send me there and i wait for andy them .. after few minutes they arrived and we go to da beach and play =D .. the party is start about 5pm .. before the party start .. we can already hear da BASS from da beach cool !! Ok .. when the party is start .. at first got 2 pretty girls dancing there (but not shuffle dunno wad's that called ) .. and one of the dj keep push us go shuffle =.= (that time really shy to shuffle coz no one start first xD) .. but andy and franky start shuffle and make me high already xD so i also start shuffle =D ... the song was soooo nice ! and da dj is ROCK!! love them so much LOL ! after 8pm or sumthing they change a dj .. a 'ang mo'.. he introduce himself and said he's come from MELBOURNE!! SO COOL!!( if no mistake i think he got introduce himself that time =/.. and i dunno his name T.T too bad ) .. yea the whole party seems high although just only lack of ppl go and i enjoyed it so much ! =D

yea da dj who come from melbourne is ready !

1 of the dj ! he's cool ! (he is also the one who keep ask us to shuffle haha )

well ... i dunno wad's that called .. DJ box ????

from left : franky ..me .. da melbourne DJ !!

Me and the mebourne DJ (he is cool and funny xD)

For the melbourne dj: although i dunno wad's your name .. but 1 things for sure ... YOU ROCK !! hope can see u in the next party !! ><>

ok .. gonna sleep .. gud nite !!

my english still got problem .. damn it ><

Bored T.T

2009-05-30T00:14:00.000-07:00

Today is saturday . 30th of may 2009(of course =.=) . im sitting infront of comp and come to write my blog coz really boring till nth to do ..alright.. today our school got wad joggerthen har ? dunno how spell actually =.= . just have to jogging for whole school i think =/ . i got join but i lazy go xD coz all of my frenz didnt join so i follow them also =D . today is totally boring at home . sooooo boring .. i hope can go out and play ball with my frenz and go out walk walk also good . i just dun wanna stay at home .... it's too boring man ! =.=... i hate this although i still will miss my home xD .. our school concert is coming soon . and da ticket also start to sell liao . so if wanna buy u can ask all of the RRSS student .. they all got sell =) .. come and support xia also can lar although our school concert not nice .. hope our school concert can be like chung hua concert ..this year is my first time go to see chung hua concert and it is perfect and nice ! and da function is sooooo big ! >< although our school concert is not perfect but we will try our best to make it perfect ! jia you to all of the performers who's taking part in this year school concert !
=D 'If i want,i surely can!' that's wad dr fong said . but i dunno it's true or not ==

k, dunno wad to write already LOL .

so see ya next time =D

sorry i really got no confidence on my english so i still have to say sorry if there's any mistake on my blog T.T

Happy Holiday!

2009-05-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

The exam is finally OVER !! WOHOOOO!! Happy holiday to all of you !! xD
Hope this 2 weeks holiday wont be so boring and i wanna go out !! x(

Some stuff =D

2009-05-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

Here is some photo that i take at tanjung beach =)

Edwin seems like so enjoying xD

Max is emoing xD

They are my frens xD

I love it so much !

thats andy haha =D

I love to sit at da rock and just look at da sea .. this feeling is good ... i enjoyed so much ^^

i hope can stay there always ... no one come to disturb ... just onli sit there and think alot of things .. life should be like this ! LOL !

k lar .. thats all .. see ya next time =)

p/s : damn why i feel like my english got somethings wrong 1 ? sorry yar if there's something worng on my english x(

Haiz .....

2009-05-26T01:38:00.000-07:00

Walao the exam really HARD TO DO ahhhhhh! =.= . just hope that can PASS enuff T.T

Well done ! =D

2009-05-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

You guys did try your best ! well done guys ! =D

congratulation to eddie too =D
u are the most handsome 1 liao xDD

GOOD LUCK TO RRSS BAND ! =D

2009-05-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

My school band (RRSS band ) going to sibu for competition this thursday . Their formation was so cool and nice =D . Haha . can see that got improve alot . really nice ^^ .
Well.. good luck for my brother and my best frenz (Shan . Boon . Tommy CSK . Hsien ) u ppl all going sibu how i surive in class ? T.T no ppl talk with me for few days .
BUT! nevermind .. i will wait u guys come back and hope u guys can get good result too ! =D

And for my mei .. dun forget to belanja me eat after u come back for sibu wor xD

Eddie ..try your best and i believe that u can get best drum major d ! ^^

Lin .. i will belanja u to eat after u come back haha xD

and for d others frenz (malcom . jeremy . ronny . perng . felix and d others i forgot already . too suddenly so cant remember it sorry >
And for the two Handsome coach of RRSS Band ( Derek and Huan Hui ) u all are so coool ! xD

Although im not RRSS band member but as a RRSS student i will always support u guys !

GOOD LUCK !

p/s: erm.. sorry i dunno how to say actually >< if got something wrong hope u guys dun mind =)

Time to study !!?

2009-05-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

Our school mid year exam is coming soon . i think still left 1 week ehh ? last time i got many activities so make me seldom talk with my books xD . so i will try to study hard for my future and the exam ><
although i dun like books but still have to touch it . haizzz T.T hope da books can be frens with me lorr x( atleast get some good result (ermm . i mean pass already enuff LOL)

ok . gonna busy liao . good bye =D

scare u guys will be sien again . my english problem . sorry T.T

RRSS dance competition ?????

2009-05-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

RRSS dance competition ?? LOL ! cooool xD . I got see anykind of competition in school just left dance nia xD now finally got dance competition liao haha .the date will be at 15th of may . is our RRSS day =.= (well somethings like a special day like that lar .. onli got once in a year ..that day we can no need to wear school uniform and can do alot of things . hohohohoh xD) I got take part in da competition lor .. but comfirm cant get prize haha .. must support me wor my frenz =S(seems like im very 'hao lian' pai seh >< ) haha . Gonna sleep . so see ya next time =D

sorry hope u ppl dun mind my poor english ( trying to improve it ! I will try my best ! )

im back ??

2009-04-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time i didnt update my blog already haha . coz dunno wad to write so just lazy update xD . haha ..well recently my life just feel like very confused and boring .. lazy to study .. lazy to do anythings =.= (sorry im really a lazy person )..talk about wad's my target recently ?(about gal xD) .. haha dun wan to tell u =D .. coz already single for so many years so i think dun have any target =/ really talk BS (bull s**t) rite ? haha . just nth to do so types alot of rubbish lorr >< . . my school concert is coming in this june .. maybe i got take part in concert (performance) just guess wad performance i take lo haha xD actually im really excited to wait the concert coming coz got alot of things to do (too many le so hard to say xD) and onli 1 year 1 time . next year also my last year study in rrss liao . coz im form 5 next year =D . old leh LOLx . ok lahh .. dunno wad to type already .. so stop here lo . gud bye and see u next time xDD my english is realllllly pooooooooor . im sorry ><

lonely boy =(

2009-02-04T07:15:00.000-08:00

although i got alot of frenz (if u ppl think i dun have many frenz just up to u).. but im still feel very lonely .. know why ?? BECAUSE I DUN HAVE ANY GAL FRENZ T.T .. already single for 17 years .. i already xi guan for it.. some ppl ask me dun say like this but i still wan to say .. coz this is my feeling .. haiz T.T when i can be happy ?? when i can meet a gal that can be my gal frenz ??? i am really lonely .. haiz T.T

cny fun??

2009-02-01T01:48:00.000-08:00

2009 chinese new year izzit fun or not ?? well i think it is very bored lor . keep lion dance . damn tired and sometimes quite fun LOL xD.. most of the time i go visit ppl's house at nite .hehe .. and when the 1st day of cny not very fun when lion dance . feel so tired ...and after that no more feeling on cny anymore (know wad i mean ?? xD)LOL ...this year cny really fast..just a while onli then school reopen already =.= sien larr ..BUT ...this year cny when lion dance i got play and together go lion dance with someone .. haha .. she is quite pretty ,funny and cute lo x) hehe...and my lovely mei mei 's bday also in cny .. ngam izzzit ? hope she will like the present i give her lu . hehe

i know my english got alot of problem ..hope u ppl can understand it lu ><

14th january .. my birthday =D

2009-01-14T02:12:00.001-08:00

well ...today im quite busy in the school .. although is my bday == .. becoz got wushu performance .. make me almost whole day didnt at class ==.. heng got alfred go inform others performers and ask for permission together with me LOL xD . And thanks for those performers .. thanks for their cooperation haha .. although da performance not vey nice .. but quite funny i think =)..specially thanks for alfred lo haha (hope he can see it =P) ..and all of the new student sing da bday song for me during orientation .. and thanks for those commette too =)

today me and ka hui go fill the balloon with the water .. then move to the station LOL... tired xia lo ..wan ying and daphne in charge the station lo .. then we use the water pour to daphne .. who knows ... something happen ..... LOL .. but we still laugh at her hahahahaha xD .. ben lai i wan to pour to wan ying .. but scare later she will angry then dun dare to pour le ><.. after that..i go another station to see other ppl play lo xD.. .....and yea..someone forget my bday present already le . hehehehe .. but also nvm lo .. if she forget le i also dun mind d .. hehe .. and thanks for those who gimme da bday wishes .Wasabii and Horng xD.. thanks for u ppl give me de bday wishes .. i like it very much =)

well.. happy birthday to me =D

see ya next time =P

我的心真的受伤了...

2009-01-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

也许是我笨..爱上了不该爱的人...我称不上痴情....也不专情...有时候我觉得自己很笨...为什么会为了这点小事而伤心...我竟然会想到为什么会为这小事而伤心..可是我都会不断去想...我还是放不开..我该怎么办？？爱一个人很简单...想放开却很难...每天都会有伤心的事情缠绕着我....每天表面上开心的我..其实每天都是很伤心....好疼...真的好疼.....我的心真的受伤了...

PMR result... LOL

2008-12-30T06:05:00.000-08:00

Finally pmr result already come out .. im so lucky that can get all pass although no A . LOL . just onli got 1 B and others onli C and D . but most grateful for me is my math .. im shocked that i can get B lol . when i heard my teacher tell me the math result .. im suddenly become very excited LOL xD ....i though i will get another B .. who knows when i get my result paper .. all is C and D lol .. well im very statisfy to my result already hehe =).. for those who cannot get straight A's .. just look forward the DIPLOMA exam for future k =) .. DIPLOMA is more important than SPM =) so dun be sad about cannot get straight A's k =D . okay then .. see ya next time =)

p/s: sorry for my poor english again >< hope u ppl dun mind

holiday is almost finish T.T

2008-12-28T06:38:00.000-08:00

time past very fast .. now school also almost reopen le .. sien la T.T .. but next year i think i have alot of things to do lo .. orientation ahh .. and wushu club ahhh and so on ... so maybe next year is my most Challenging year for me lo .. haiz i also dunno wad will happen lar .. beside that .. i hope someone will come to talk with me more ... and sure .. i will try to forget the things hurt me before .. well i will try to change myself .. i will try to learn wad i can do better for me .. come on 2009 !! i will waiting for u ! >< thats all .. bye =P

p/s: sorry for my poor english hope u ppl dun mind k T.T

hi =)

2008-11-23T08:35:00.001-08:00

Hi =)
This is the first time i have my blog .. so im a newbie . . and my english not very good so hope u ppl dun mind .. i dunno wad i wan to say lolx . thats all .. hava a nice day =)